Hello Again....

Dear Blog: Yes I have neglected you for the past couple of months or so. I have been working thru some really deep hurts and some difficulties and finding myself again. I am fine. I really am. It took me a little while to realize that certain individuals and situations should not have so much power over me. I love to laugh and have found my laughter again...I am glad. I missed it. I know that happiness and contentment has to come from within myself and it does not and cannot depend on anyone else. Do I still have some walls? yes, I'm sure I always will to some extent....but have brought some down and have started letting people in again. Its a good thing I think. I don't want to be in isolation....people need each other. And my purpose here on earth is really not about me. My purpose has always been about what I can do for others....its kind of hard to do that when you shut everyone out lol. So I am working towards my goals again with a renewed energy and determination, and in the process, so many more doors have begun opening, more than I could have ever imagined. I will write more soon. I'm glad to be back :)